a journey a destiny...
Monday, December 01, 2008
A December To Dismember
I was about to feel sorry of not logged in to my FB for quite sometimes now. The first reaction when I surfed there was like, hmmm, new style, hidden applications, not crowded like before. I updated my profile pic, sniffing around my friends' profiles, doing comments and say hi to those I used to communicate with. After a while, the nightmare came back. The heavy loading and stuffs...wtf. I was (and still am) bored with that. Is it my connection sucks? Or do everyone here in general experience the lag of FB? I am not quite sure actually, nor I keened enuff to delve deeper about this lame matter.
Anyway, I'd booked a 6 days special leave (that is provided by my department to all our staffs) last 2 months ago starting from today's 1st Dec till 6th of Dec. The reasons were to have myself rest from work, doing what I wanted to do; jamming, cars, videos and something that I wanted to enjoy it myself. 6 days aren't that long for a holiday right? And after the holiday, some officers at work were requesting me to do a favor to help 'em doing programming stuffs for our department's big sport event that will be done this 18th-22nd of Dec. I wasn't that anxious of helping at first. But why not? Who knows it would be fun besides having experiences waiting to be gained?
Sleeping on the sofa, didn't want to sleep on her bed
Shit happened. My maid asked to go back to her homeland, due to her father's sickness that is becoming worse day by day...and she planned to go back on 1st Dec. Ring a bell? 1st Dec??? My supposed to be a great holiday thingie?? Instead of fun, 1st Dec becomes a hardwork at home! My wife and myself are now managing our home and kids 100%! Dude, I thought December would be fun. You know, the holiday things, the grand sale things...now ruin. The maid set a month for her unexpected holiday. So a month is me without all the great things I imagined I would do during this month...!I am a bit dissapointed, frustrated and such. Have to cancel my participation with the sport events. Have to call my officers to release me from such an event. Have to sacrifice all the funs with houseworks and being a good dad. And probably I've to add another 10 days or more for my emergency leave before my wife has her own holiday leave. Everything is crushing my brain. I loathed my maid for giving me a terrible moment in my life.
Every entertainment that concerns with kids' happiness is now inside our bedroom
Yet, come to think of it...who am I to blame this and that? Life seems to be cruel, although it's not like that. The fact that we humans cannot predict our futures or to expect our future to be that damn good or bad. I am about to be one hell of a retarded human to hate my maid in which she has a serious thing to approach way back home and she isn't going home for fun. I think that we have to use our vast brains wisely to think fast with lots of options in minds how to handle unforeseened incidents so that eventhough you're stressed out, but actually you've saved yourself from being stupid of blaming someone to fulfil your ignorance (in which I did it too in the very first place, hehe).Oh well, life goes on y'know. Just go with the flow. Dalam pahit ada manisnya...
Aslan (the good side is that my Afrina will bond to us again)
posted by Lan13 at 11:04 PM
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