a journey a destiny...
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
What Am I Missing Here?
Nothing actually. I nearly forgot I have a blog coz too much concentrate on playing games via Facebook..lol. What more? I totally forgot that I had 2 myspace accounts that I hadn't visited more than a year now. But my lame excuse will be: bad connection. That refers to how hard it is to buffer mp3 songs from myspace music accounts up till now. My connection lames all the way.
Anyway, happy Ramadhan to all Muslims. it is the 17th day already we're doing our fasting. Moreover, I'll be having my holiday like a week before Syawal's rising *happy*. So cheer up people, do your best before the victory comes.
I love blogging though, but it seems my mind is not cleared these past few months. Lots of bad things here and there. Broken wishes..crushing dreams. It's too good to be true they say... Oh well, life goes on and will always be going on until your last breath.
Anyway, happy Ramadhan to all Muslims. it is the 17th day already we're doing our fasting. Moreover, I'll be having my holiday like a week before Syawal's rising *happy*. So cheer up people, do your best before the victory comes.
I love blogging though, but it seems my mind is not cleared these past few months. Lots of bad things here and there. Broken wishes..crushing dreams. It's too good to be true they say... Oh well, life goes on and will always be going on until your last breath.
Aslan (still breathing wild)
Friday, March 13, 2009
Thank You
Thank you very much guys for the birthday wishes. Maybe someday we could all chill together; some place, somewhere, someday...who knows :)
Again, thank you from the bottom of my heart. You know who you are!!!
God Bless!!!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
I Hate
Haven't been blogging for a while now. My laptop is currently having a graphic card problem. Moreover, I'm a bit reluctant to send it for a repair since lots of top secret documents inside it. Not that I don't trust any PC shops for my graphic card replacement. It's just when it comes to secret things especially documents I did for my work and are rather confidential to outsider eyes, I tent not to jeopardize it. So it remains "dead" for a while until I have time to take it and think of how to make my lappy unleashes again.
Speaking of times, yet we're still busy at home. No maid to clean our household and stuffs. I consider myself a multi-maid but not that 100% multi dou cuz there's my wife doing her jobs too. I'm still pissed off of our maid; how the problems occurred just becoz she went back to her country and didn't want to return back not until her father's health is okay. I'm still wondering why she told us that late, like it was like nearly a month of her stay in her country then she told us that she has to take care of her dad. Why not she just told it earlier so it's easier for us to find her replacement and not have to take the risk of being killer busy with our jobs, kids and chores especially when my son is schooling again and my wife with her afternoon course until the end of this January. *pfft*
I remembered seeing my son letting her go on the day she left us with the travel agency's car. I watched my son's cool face, as he understood the maid had to leave him (again) in his cool face; hoping a month after that she would return back like the time she went home after her 2 year's contract expired (twice within 4 years). Being together with us for more than 4 years, since my son's birth, was a long journey. I cannot resist to stop my son (especially my daughter) to bond with the maid because she was like "in the family" too and she was the one of was taking care of 'em when we're not at home. When we told him that the maid is no longer with us, he was so damn mad - crazy mad, and demanding our maid's return as if we're the one that not wanting her to come back to Brunei. That's how bonded and sincere my son was with our maid.
I hope with all the tasks we're doing now are worth it if she told us the truth. Otherwise, screw her if she lied to us. She just screwed my holidays and my joys of December, let alone my wife's.
Anyway, right now I can only check my facebook and surfing with my wife's lappy. Although I know it would bore her that have to share a lappy, I still have a desktop to surf with. Just it's upstairs since we're currently sleeping and doing our home activities downstairs. Oh well, I don't expect people to care much about how sux it is when I'm in trouble (i.e no laptop) coz sometimes I know I'm not that really important in people's life, rather than a parasite to their eyes. I don't give a damn either. My time is now, yours are next! So expect none from a parasite and go for the diamonds instead!!
When everything is done, I wanted to chill alone, concentrating with my car, doing my music and entertain myself with pride..hehe who else dude to understand me more than myself. But having a knocking snare is always a dream nowadays and I'm looking forward to that moment later on. So all apologies to those who are currently connected to things I'm doing but couldn't complete the missions together. Soon my friends, very soon.
Speaking of times, yet we're still busy at home. No maid to clean our household and stuffs. I consider myself a multi-maid but not that 100% multi dou cuz there's my wife doing her jobs too. I'm still pissed off of our maid; how the problems occurred just becoz she went back to her country and didn't want to return back not until her father's health is okay. I'm still wondering why she told us that late, like it was like nearly a month of her stay in her country then she told us that she has to take care of her dad. Why not she just told it earlier so it's easier for us to find her replacement and not have to take the risk of being killer busy with our jobs, kids and chores especially when my son is schooling again and my wife with her afternoon course until the end of this January. *pfft*
I remembered seeing my son letting her go on the day she left us with the travel agency's car. I watched my son's cool face, as he understood the maid had to leave him (again) in his cool face; hoping a month after that she would return back like the time she went home after her 2 year's contract expired (twice within 4 years). Being together with us for more than 4 years, since my son's birth, was a long journey. I cannot resist to stop my son (especially my daughter) to bond with the maid because she was like "in the family" too and she was the one of was taking care of 'em when we're not at home. When we told him that the maid is no longer with us, he was so damn mad - crazy mad, and demanding our maid's return as if we're the one that not wanting her to come back to Brunei. That's how bonded and sincere my son was with our maid.
I hope with all the tasks we're doing now are worth it if she told us the truth. Otherwise, screw her if she lied to us. She just screwed my holidays and my joys of December, let alone my wife's.
Anyway, right now I can only check my facebook and surfing with my wife's lappy. Although I know it would bore her that have to share a lappy, I still have a desktop to surf with. Just it's upstairs since we're currently sleeping and doing our home activities downstairs. Oh well, I don't expect people to care much about how sux it is when I'm in trouble (i.e no laptop) coz sometimes I know I'm not that really important in people's life, rather than a parasite to their eyes. I don't give a damn either. My time is now, yours are next! So expect none from a parasite and go for the diamonds instead!!
When everything is done, I wanted to chill alone, concentrating with my car, doing my music and entertain myself with pride..hehe who else dude to understand me more than myself. But having a knocking snare is always a dream nowadays and I'm looking forward to that moment later on. So all apologies to those who are currently connected to things I'm doing but couldn't complete the missions together. Soon my friends, very soon.
Aslan (...coz diamonds are forever :p)
Monday, December 01, 2008
A December To Dismember
I was about to feel sorry of not logged in to my FB for quite sometimes now. The first reaction when I surfed there was like, hmmm, new style, hidden applications, not crowded like before. I updated my profile pic, sniffing around my friends' profiles, doing comments and say hi to those I used to communicate with. After a while, the nightmare came back. The heavy loading and stuffs...wtf. I was (and still am) bored with that. Is it my connection sucks? Or do everyone here in general experience the lag of FB? I am not quite sure actually, nor I keened enuff to delve deeper about this lame matter.
Anyway, I'd booked a 6 days special leave (that is provided by my department to all our staffs) last 2 months ago starting from today's 1st Dec till 6th of Dec. The reasons were to have myself rest from work, doing what I wanted to do; jamming, cars, videos and something that I wanted to enjoy it myself. 6 days aren't that long for a holiday right? And after the holiday, some officers at work were requesting me to do a favor to help 'em doing programming stuffs for our department's big sport event that will be done this 18th-22nd of Dec. I wasn't that anxious of helping at first. But why not? Who knows it would be fun besides having experiences waiting to be gained?
Sleeping on the sofa, didn't want to sleep on her bed
Shit happened. My maid asked to go back to her homeland, due to her father's sickness that is becoming worse day by day...and she planned to go back on 1st Dec. Ring a bell? 1st Dec??? My supposed to be a great holiday thingie?? Instead of fun, 1st Dec becomes a hardwork at home! My wife and myself are now managing our home and kids 100%! Dude, I thought December would be fun. You know, the holiday things, the grand sale things...now ruin. The maid set a month for her unexpected holiday. So a month is me without all the great things I imagined I would do during this month...!I am a bit dissapointed, frustrated and such. Have to cancel my participation with the sport events. Have to call my officers to release me from such an event. Have to sacrifice all the funs with houseworks and being a good dad. And probably I've to add another 10 days or more for my emergency leave before my wife has her own holiday leave. Everything is crushing my brain. I loathed my maid for giving me a terrible moment in my life.
Every entertainment that concerns with kids' happiness is now inside our bedroom
Yet, come to think of it...who am I to blame this and that? Life seems to be cruel, although it's not like that. The fact that we humans cannot predict our futures or to expect our future to be that damn good or bad. I am about to be one hell of a retarded human to hate my maid in which she has a serious thing to approach way back home and she isn't going home for fun. I think that we have to use our vast brains wisely to think fast with lots of options in minds how to handle unforeseened incidents so that eventhough you're stressed out, but actually you've saved yourself from being stupid of blaming someone to fulfil your ignorance (in which I did it too in the very first place, hehe).Oh well, life goes on y'know. Just go with the flow. Dalam pahit ada manisnya...
Aslan (the good side is that my Afrina will bond to us again)
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Ramadhan
It's not too late I think for me to say happy fasting to all Muslims worldwide. As for me, I do fasting hard every year. Why? Because I am not immune to hungry, lol. Do catch headache when the clock goes like 4-5 pm. Do loooove to stay home rather than roaming. And I'm planning to have off from work next year's Ramadhan since I think I dislike working during this fasting month (due to some personal reasons). Now it's like 2.43 am, still haven't slept. Would go for "sahur" later, a short nap after that before I'm off to work. Semangat keraja hari Minggu lah katakan~~
Aslan (currently a bit hungry)
Aslan (currently a bit hungry)
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Why I Blogged Myself Again??
Due to frustration. I was really into Facebook like from last year, too fanatic with the applications given and totally into one of its dominating games ever, My Heroes Ability. The frustration set in when it took me like forever to sign in, minutes of opening each of its famous application/game and another minutes of delving it. It lagged. It lagged like shit I say. More than 10 days without facebooking is strange, but I do get used of it now. Heck, I'd read one of the local blogger's site that a friend suggested her to do a blog just to insert the pics. Meaning: uploading pictures via blogsite are more sufficient than doing the same thing on facebook. How retarded is that? It's an opinion, you don't have to judge; you don't have to comment it. Just read and enjoy my loathe!
Anyway, I'd been blogging a year or two before (Rated666 was what it once was called). I deleted it cuz I wanted to make a new one. So here it is, my new blog; more like a daily journal of me, whether it would bore you, make you laugh, make you think...I don't care much. It's a simple life that I see, I live and embrace.
Frustration (again)? It's always inside me. Happiness? Rarely but I love it when it comes.
Aslan (one angry dude from Tutong)
Anyway, I'd been blogging a year or two before (Rated666 was what it once was called). I deleted it cuz I wanted to make a new one. So here it is, my new blog; more like a daily journal of me, whether it would bore you, make you laugh, make you think...I don't care much. It's a simple life that I see, I live and embrace.
Frustration (again)? It's always inside me. Happiness? Rarely but I love it when it comes.
Aslan (one angry dude from Tutong)
